My grandmother is in the backyard feeding the deer
that file like ghosts up from the stream, cold, cold,
where Marybelle drowned herself in the spring of eighty-one,
a little tetched, where sassafras leaves like mittened hands
hold the thrashing air until it quiets down and slides
under the surface,
where carefree water striders float, where quiet deer
lap their fill, then go looking for my grandmother
who right now is in the backyard talking to Marybelle.