In the barking park
where the city’s dogs
socialize off leash sniffing each other’s butts
and tangled strips of toilet paper
fly like flags from lampposts
and children run on summer’s next-to-last day,
fat little finches hop and flit
to the rhythm of bicycle bells
and rusty ships float anchored on the river
like tired artifacts of industry
while sporty motorboats speed past celebrating the weekend
whose rain has blown inland
and whose wind shoves fall’s first leaves along the paved walks
in a preview of the coming decline.
Mine is more plain,
the weight of what I bear
ever more evident with age
and its ailments I must not mention,
but you can imagine,
just multiply yours by the number of years
and subtract what’s left,
a sum equal to the best pleasures
you can remember, thin but fine,
sweet as a girl’s face
whose future is all in front
but also fragile, a long story
nobody knows, not even her weeping mom
who grieves with a strange gratitude
for what vanished before she understood what it was.
When someone records such things–
photographers, oral historians, those who wrote letters
in the old days before instantaneity
made everything ephemeral,
all those eccentric sentimentalists
who resisted writing their memoirs yet noted
what passed as it happened–
some trace almost remains,
less than a monument but slightly more
than a twig snapped twice
by the quiet wheels of a bike.